The one about you.

I thought it would pass,
But it's grip was built to last,
I imagined I'd be better then this,
Yet the story uncomfortably runs astray,
Here I am thinkin' life would change and promote a new day,
The lies I'd believe in, cause my hope to be twisted and in disarray.

You are well intitled to confuse your own opinion,
I know you'll change how it really goes,
You'll say what you will even though you don't know,
Your change with this story provokes incredible frustrations.
Giving me shit for the whole night,
I didn't think I'd care too much,
After all the trouble I go to,
You've really ended this yourself.


I am intrigued to find out the reason why I always make everything into a fight,
I'm never winning
Maybe I take things too seriously sometimes.
You know,
I know I've been taken full advantage of from the emotions I felt,
I was greatly hoping that you would be feeling the same
But you had continued to play around with only yourself to blame,
My heart and emotions, you've turned into your game,
I wonder why I care?



So I do.

THE CHAIR.

WHAT DO YOU THINK IS WRONG WITH ME
WHEN YOU SEE ME IN THIS CHAIR?

DO I LOOK TO PLAY BEST PART IN IT,
OR, DO YOU THINK I'M WITHOUT CARE?

MY LIFE I'VE DISBANDED
I'VE WATCHED IT FALL TO SEE IT GROW,

I'M UNABLE TO UNDERSTAND IT,
IS THIS THE WAY TO WATCH IT GO?

I REALLY LIKE THE IDEA OF YOU,
IS IT ME, OR YOU, THAT LACKS DISCIPLINE?

YOU ABANDONED ME HERE,
BUT I ALSO LET YOU GO.

WILL YOU BE BACK, I DO NOT KNOW OR CARE
BUT HERE I REMAIN,  IN THIS DAMN CHAIR.