THE INDIFFERENCES

I wonder what will happen when I change,
All I've taken out of life has left me out of range.

My version of 'thank-you' is to hand over the keys,
My force filled barrier is then thrown away to please.
Trust is won, but has been battle fought,
It's not a life lesson, but a lesson to be sought.

Collected beliefs that make you interpret facts into rights,
Questioning their sanity will only turn days into nights.
It's funny how one event changes the way you do things,
without realisation of the consequences...

I've done it to myself,
so it's how it's meant to be.
No need for anyone else,
My wings will set me free.

PAINTING SURPRISE

Popular
Adventourous and
Impulsive,
New artwork
Takes a little extra time to
Imagine how it looks
Now you've got the image in mind just,
Gaze into the detail.

Simplify the 'Ahh"
Underline the artists name,
Persistant to keep on looking
Reality can not interfere
Imagine thoughts growing without control
Strange to still see people walking by
Excited, but hopeless my eyes give it away.

The dog's for grog!

That girl was nervous when I whistled at her dog
And now all these junkies roll in
Only with a new taste for grog
The first drowning reaction,
instantaneous distraction
I'm trapped with low abilities
And I'll never see anything free.
The deceiving act it might begin
But the impulsive habit's just wearing thin
Your mind shuts down, reflexes take hold
Bodies forced into a negative mould

Anaesthesia has kicked in.

TRAVEL

I came back with two shoes and minus an iPod!

The putrid musk of Rotorua 

A delicacy of food and booze traveled through the abundance of green.

Window down, assaulted by a waft of shitty fragrance

Courtesy of the distant herds.

A meat pie certainly awaits my arrival!

ESCAPING BOREDOM

My breath contaminates the air.

My initiative stagnant, inertia unfair.

Reformed out alive but restricted, sanitised.

And still boredom has arrived

But has come out enormously sized.

My mind is trying but it doesn’t seem to work.

Is it there or just outright denying?

I can’t escape boredom how hard I try. 

CONTESTING RIVALRY

You know you're not much good

You try your best without even trying

You have no idea what you’re up against

Do you think you can pretend forever

Ahh... Come on you can do it

Just teach yourself to be able to do it.

Don’t make this harder than it needs to be.

You mark it down and hope for connection

Putting thoughts to paper will it be your resurrection?

Apparently these days it’s another various

The day rolls on with no simplified consequence

But then again how can you find the one that won’t slip away

And here you are.