Wednesday, 29 August 2018

My brain thinks too fast and my body won't keep up,
As much as I try will it ever be enough?
I complain about this to complain about that,
I don't know the reason why but you won't believe it's fact.

My vocals are not ideal,
My complaint is on me,
Recovery is surreral

Monday, 26 March 2018


I've done some stupid things, and blamed my heart for controlling me
like a bird with broken wings waiting for time to set me free.
There's a paradise known as freedom.
It breaks my heart because I cannot see,
My heart must be retrained
to make my world belong to me.

Why do I have so much trouble, existing outside of my head
the thoughts inside speak in trouble and red.
My voice won't exactly sync with my speech
and I've fucking had enough
I'm no longer in reach.

Monday, 23 October 2017


When she left, the sun came out
I don’t know why, yet somehow felt proud
I watched as she left – not a tear in sight
A beat from my heart turned the day into night

If you were the masterpiece I was after
You wouldn’t need to change a thing
I’d be with you night and day without question
If I started a fight, I haven’t learned my lesson

In time we found we're not connected
The love I had was quickly deflected
The love we had grew into a weapon
Something for you to slowly step on

You’re lucky enough to be alive,

I’ve run out of bullets.

Monday, 26 June 2017


I’ve done nothing in life because I just get high
I try all these new things to do and I just get by
My mind keeps thinking that that’s the problem
And I get told the answers are in doing them

Trapped in a whirlpool towards a negative head
I wish now, that this is the end
Silence alone fighting in my room

Find the questions that seal my doom.

Just a Big Fuck without Penetration


One fucking mistake
Will destroy your fucking independence and dignity
You had your split fucking second chance
You fucked up your ability

Only one of you has seen it fucking coming
The fucking life you knew has taken judgement
You’ll be told to open your fucking eyes
And realise where the fuck it all went.

Now you’ve fucking woken up
You’ve lost what you fucking had
Now you’ll have to work as hard as you can
To get it fucking back

People are fucking doing everything for you
Now you’re just a fucking tool
You will wish to fuck that they would just fuck off

They won’t leave you alone – you’re a fool

Wednesday, 15 March 2017

Life's a mixed bag of nuts.

People are like nuts.

You survived 'Hitler', you must be an Almond.
Rough on the outside, yet smooth, nice, creative. 
You can do what you like and always be a laugh,
Almonds have the easiest kind of life.
Salt of the earth, true to yourself,
Never complaining, one of a kind, that's for sure.
A nut you'd rather not eat.
A nut that really doesn't need sugar coating.

My secret Cashew.
I don't know what you're feeling, but I get you.
Life has it's troubles, only you know what to do.
You protect everything that you feel is is right.
Decent, honest, chocolate covered cashew.
Where would I be without you?

Mr Pistachio, who likes you?
You legend! Hilarious, witty, on my level.
Hard shell on the outside, a sexual deviant  on the inside!
Your outrageous humour leaves me in stitches.
You're a WINNER!
Don't judge Mr Pistachio. 

Sunday, 26 February 2017


Stop being so fucking insincere.
Your lie equals my lie.
I'm trapped in a body I can't escape
Sympathetic twisted words,
Empty gratitude,
This was our mistake.
Angry with the obstacle of fate
A past friendship dissolved
A life in disarray
The thought that sticks
Too hard to resist.
Take my insufficiency and bleed be dry.
Take your "heartfelt" words and listen to yourself.
As much as I try I can not submerge.