THE CHAIR.

WHAT DO YOU THINK IS WRONG WITH ME
WHEN YOU SEE ME IN THIS CHAIR?

DO I LOOK TO PLAY BEST PART IN IT,
OR, DO YOU THINK I'M WITHOUT CARE?

MY LIFE I'VE DISBANDED
I'VE WATCHED IT FALL TO SEE IT GROW,

I'M UNABLE TO UNDERSTAND IT,
IS THIS THE WAY TO WATCH IT GO?

I REALLY LIKE THE IDEA OF YOU,
IS IT ME, OR YOU, THAT LACKS DISCIPLINE?

YOU ABANDONED ME HERE,
BUT I ALSO LET YOU GO.

WILL YOU BE BACK, I DO NOT KNOW OR CARE
BUT HERE I REMAIN,  IN THIS DAMN CHAIR.

I did not;

I didn't have a book on my person today,
To type is much easier, lest the feel has faded away,

My creativity is starving in spite of keeping up with things not yet legal,

My life has turned into turmoil, I don't know when to eat,
My body will start to crumble and lead me towards retreat
;I am not hidden, the sun's shine will not embrace today.

Another case of self-denial, one more life down the sink,
I did not ask for help, you know everyone sees it for a joke,
My humour will be the end of me, they say.
But i'm not singing for the group,
I'm all out of key,
Defeats the purpose of doing it alone, don't you think?

Yet i'm still having fun complaining;

I DID NOT have sex by my lonesome last night, boo-ya!

GIRL POWER...BANG BANG

She'll treat you like she's got the gun,

She's got the fire to make you turn around and run.

She knows what she wants so she goes out and gets it,

All in her stride and she never regrets it!

ROLL THE DICE

BEEN DEALT A BAD STACK OF CARDS.
LIVING ON MY OWN HAS BECOME RESTRICTIVE.
SCRATCHED OUT LIFE, THAT'S MY LUCK,
PUT A HAND ON THIS PAPER, TELL ME,
DO YOU FEEL THE SAME?

YOU'LL BE A LOVER IN MY BED,
THE TRIGGER INSIDE MY HEAD.
STANDING IN THE LIGHT,
BEGGING FOR THE NIGHT.
I'VE STOOD IN HELL,
QUESTIONED BY CONVICTION, TELL ME,
DO YOU FEEL THE SAME.

LIFE IS BUT A ROLL OF THE DICE.

MORNING COMES.

And the morning arises
along with the comfort of no clothes.
A stretch of the bones
and the elongation of muscles.

The blackness has no feeling,
no matter what happens, it's never giving.
She feels embarrassed so she turns away
before the morning ends, I think she'l go out today.

I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU....

I had a dream about you.
I thought you were awake.
You told me things no one else has.
You bought my demons out under the command of your hypnotic spell.
How did you leave your memory with me?

It's been so long now.
Your scars bring relevance to life.
It will carry you forever.
I'm telling myself a story,
with no words that can think.
I react to find it's birth of life.

THE INTERNAL EARTHQUAKE

AM I WORTH SOMETHING?
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.

YOU KNOW OUR LIVES WON'T LAST FOREVER
WE'RE JUST REMEMBERED BY EXPRESSIONS IN STONE.

I'M FAILING TO KEEP MY BODY INTACT
MY HEART WANTS LOVE,
BUT MY MIND IS SET OUT TO DISTRACT.

MY LIMBS START TO SHAKE FOR NO REASON
HIT BY AN EARTHQUAKE
LEFT TO FIGHT THE WRATH OF LESIONS.

I KNOW MY LIFE IS NOT OVER
DOES SOMEONE OR SOMETHING STILL WANT ME HERE?

THERE ARE NO MORE CHANCES,
NOTHING LEFT FOR ME TO FEAR.

I KNOW WHAT'S BROKEN GETS THROWN OUT
I'LL FIND ANY WAY THERE IS NO DOUBT.